It just a dream when will i get married , when will i have kids . 

When will i have responsible for everything desicions i did . 

When will i feel the same way as my mothers. 

When will i get to know my present life . 

How i wish i could get to looking forward into it . 

When will i get to know who i am 10 years forward . 

What i'm gonna be . 

With who i'm gonna be .

How i'm gonna be . 

O'Allah , please make it easy for me . Open my ways so that everything will be clear . If it is too hard for me , please make it easier . Please let me have courage . Please let me with positive vibes around me . Please don't let people i love , leave me .